Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Random post

1221 was over, but i'm still alive and this shows the prediction of the end of the world was not real. 
At the same day, I also finished my last paper and I started my 3weeks sem break.
After I back to Ipoh, next day I became a temporarily boss at my dad's company.
I have no choice to say no, because my dad and mom went to Hokkaido for short vacation. 
Since they work so hard for a year and they just need a short break, so I should let them enjoyed their vacation without any worry.
Yesterday was the Christmas day, I didn't go out for celebration since my parents already oversea, my bro out with his friends and my friends not around in Ipoh also. So, I just stayed in home to watch anime and shows for a whole day.*a.k.a 宅女*


But still hope everyone enjoyed their Christmas with their luv one


Tonight my parent will back from Hokkaido, hope they have a safety flight.

Christmas songs mix




Monday, November 19, 2012

A week of holiday

Holiday again!!!!
Nothing special in this holiday
Just felt lazy

But this holiday let me joined together with da gurls in a happy noise environment
Then, wanna wish chian bibi HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY

Happy moment really feel so short
This week will be another tough week for me
Cheer up~~~

-jojo-

Thursday, November 8, 2012

girly talk

Yesterday night chat with her
at that time feel so happy 
because after she having her internship
I already didn't see her for 2 months
MISS her a lot

When think back the message before she left
then I miss her again
and at the moment I really feel thankful that I met her

I miss.....
her laugh 
her talkative
her sam pat
everything about her

Without her
my room become so quiet
even felt so bored

Hope the day pass in fast way
I want to see her
and give her the chocolate souvenir that I bought from Cameron

Yesterday morning 
chat with another her
also an internship girl
because that time I was rushing to go for class
so we chat less

She just always remind me to drink a lot of water
told me to take care of myself 
gave me a lot of support
.........
haha

I'm waiting all my lovely girl to back here
and miss you all
Also as a supporter to you all
we fighting together for our life

-jojo-

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Short met with my lover

Just a bling of eyes
I'm officially 21yr old
no comment about this year
just feel thankful for everyone who wish for me
I'll bring the wishes into my life my everyday
love you all

Last Friday was Haji 
public holiday again for whole Malaysian
so I plan to go KL visit hanhan, xin ee, rebecca.....
but when I reached there 
most of them were busy with their work
then lastly I just met with hanhan
sad, miss you all so much but can't meet together

Btw, just wanna talk about the trip
even just a short trip but really enjoyable
Friday, I went KL by train and depart at 8:05am
reached KL Sentral around 10:20am

alone in the train

After that, when I met with this crazy gal
of cause will get a crazy suggestion from her 
even she asked me wanna go where and I already gave the answer
HAHA  XDDDD
I like her so much because she is funny and always do something let me get stunt
this is live, never know what can be happen in the next moment
^^

cure our stomach with Mcd before depart to Malacca

On the way, we talked a lot.
she told me about her classmates, housemates, colleagues
after listen to her story I really feel I'm the most lucky person 
because all my friends treat me well 
just like their sibling
really appreciate you all ^^

 after 2hrs journey, finally we reached Malacca


Two crazies self camwhoring

Finally, we reached Malacca
we so excited
and we started to search the place that we want to go
"Jongker Walk"
We almost found the place for 1hr
hehe^^
After parked her car, we started to shop each of the stall and shop beside the road
but our aim in this trip was eat their local special food 
"laksa & cendol"
slurrppppp~~~~!!!!

the shop with a long queue for laksa and cendol

To catch the yummeh food we had to queue under the red hot sun
really not easy to get a nice food
lolzzz XDD

dadang~~~after queue for 30mins

When the food come, the first thing is ki cak ki cak(take photo)
then only start to eat them
^^v

love this pic, am I look tiny?? hehe =P


she love to eat, but she sweat like after shower


inside there full house, no place can allowed us to sit

When look at the picture also can feel how yum yum is that
although I don't know that shop is it really famous 
but for me i'll recommend this to my friends  
because it's really nice and cheap 
look at that big bowl of noodles just cost us RM5 each

child always like to drink carbonated drink ^^v


it's time to back KL

In back way to KL was really dangerous 
because both of us were finished using our energy in Malacca
so we felt sleepy
then got two times she almost drive to the divider 
while the time I slept 
when she told me that I was get shock
omg~~~

Few hours later, we reached to her hostel 
we shower and we rest until 9pm
we went out again
but this time mun mun out with us
and we went to neway for next round

each of us can get three drinks


mun mun and han han were singing

We sang until 4am 
and another thing to get me shocked was the price 
just a night we had spend RM60++ in neway
almost faint
and felt so sorry to give that sucks suggestion

After that, we all just left few hours to sleep
because mun mun had 8am class in the next day
my train departed at 10:05am
and han han had to fetch me to KL Sentral

Just a short gathering with them
really satistisfied
wish to meet again
take care^^

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

已迈入21岁的我

我21岁啦

真的很感激每位
不管你们是身在何处都还不忘我的生日
一句简简单单的祝福
对我来说已经是个很宝贵的生日礼物
那当然
收到礼物也很开心啦

你们的祝福我都收到了
也会带着你们的祝福来过我未来的每一天

21岁
已是真正的成人了
想法什么的
都要变成熟些
这也是我希望的

每一次的经历 每一个人 每一天
其实都在改变着我
虽然不管在谁的眼里我还很孩子气
可是回想从中学到现在
我真的改变了
不管是脾气 胆识 看法 还是什么的
但只有我觉得
我会继续努力的让你们认同我所说的

21岁
开始会想想未来的日子要怎样过
我的白日梦开始有些变化了
难道真的长大了
看的东西就不一样了吗???
而且烦恼也越来越多
也因为这样我的笑声也越来越大了
越来越多了
甚至有时对某些人 某些事项 我的笑声会是很假的
这些笑声的背后都隐藏着我的不快乐
有谁知道呢???

好啦
发了短短的牢骚
算是发泄了
还要继续我美好的未来
以前不管有多么糟糕
都忘了吧
把不好的都留在21岁前
把好的都带到21岁以及往后的日子
对自己加油鼓励
对自己负责

最后
21岁的愿望是如阿嬤所愿.............
我会默默努力的
=)

再次真的太感谢大家了
-
-jojo-
 

Monday, September 17, 2012

一切即将结束了

8月走了
就是9月的到来
不知不觉
考了4张纸
现在就剩下星期三的最后一张纸了

说实在
这次的考试
真的很难
而且读了就忘了
我的期望不高
就只希望我写的东西能让我过关就好了

考完了就不要再去在意了
明天会更好的
到时才去承担一切的后果吧

加油 fighting!!!


Monday, August 27, 2012

生病记

 

看到wood's的产品就知道有人喉咙生病了
而panadol是预防那个人病得更重
哈哈
*那个人就是我啦^^

虽然我是一个很不会照顾自己的人
但现在考试逼近
而且
爸咪不在
室友不在
就只好靠自己了
嘻嘻

现在
我的口腔
真的很难受
喉咙像是被烧又痛
嘴巴里生满ulcer
咳嗽又可个不停
如果不是把食物送到嘴里尝到味道才感觉饿
要不然我可以整天都不感觉饿而吃东西
像刚才自己饿到胃痛都不懂
唉~~~

现在真的很想念妈咪
因为妈咪会提醒我吃药,照顾我,想办法让我的热气退掉
有妈咪真好
世上只有妈妈好^^

还有
向某某人
道谢,道歉
谢谢你的两肋插刀 拔刀相助
还有
不好意思刚才打扰到你了,而且还被我酸了一下
嘻嘻

好啦
要休息了
晚安^^



Friday, August 3, 2012

✖August✖

the day pass in fast 
it already reach the 8th month of the year

until today 
i enjoyed a lot
i guilty a lot
i received a lot
i learn a lot
and last but not least i lazy a lot

in w4
i having a trip with friends 
in that trip we ate a lot yum yum food 
the guys bought a lot in each shopping centre that we had reached
in the car we shared a lot 
and we had took a lot of memorable photo in penang
thx a lot to them which bring me a lot of wonderful memory

in this sem
i admit that i really lost my effort to attend the class
in previous school life even how i felt the laziness
i also pushed myself to go the class
but now i really lost those effort
im not going to apologize to others before i get my effort back
I NEED BACK MY EFFORT!!! i'll find back my effort asap to prepare my final...
(i always continuous wrote the same thing is want to remind myself)

besides i had learn something from some of the ppl that around me
in this world that are contained some fake ppl which react in double side
why are they cant pretend their real mind to ppl and always said "im neutral"
ya, some of the ppl are really in neutral bcoz they need a peace world
but some of the ppl are selfish juz bcoz they need to get the advantages from others 
for me it juz fine
because i'll treat them like how are they treat me

another thing is some ppl like to stalk others profile, to change the real into another story
and like to act in front of others 
i just want to say 
no one is perfect but plz be honest to ppl who really want to be a part of you
don't hv the mind like want to watch something that you self guided

but anyway i learnt a lot from everyone 
no matter that are good or bad 
really let me saw much of different in this society
in future still has tonne of things is waiting for me to learn
^^

last
congratz all cm students which finish their fyp presentation
wish u all gud luck and all the best that will receiving a best result.

-jojo-

 


Wednesday, July 18, 2012

✖煎熬✖

最近都很忙
忙考试,忙赶报告

原本要po槟城出游记的
可是很懒上载照片就拖了很久
加上现在很忙没时间po了

转到读这一科
比以前读建筑的还要难
很大的问题是源自我本身
以前虽然有无限的报告,有很多的期中考
可是我是有动力去完成它
但现在功课我不是很会做
T.T

现在的我经常都待在房间不想出门
考试前唯有自己努力读了
开学的前几个星期我都很乖的去上每一堂课
发现每堂课讲师上课时都只照着slide来念
那么我去学校又有什么意义呢???
我倒不如留在房间做我自己的功课,睡觉,读书,吃东西 更好

好啦
还要继续我的报告了
今天要交货了T.T

Thursday, June 28, 2012

✖week 5✖

我现在是处于很累很睏的状态
很想睡可是却又害怕等下很难起身
唉~~~

想说这学期的时间也过太快了吧
上星期五才跟朋友去槟城玩个三天两夜
可是明天又是全新的星期五
唉~~~

今天“社会常识”我又学到新的一课
真的获益良多^^
不是我把那件事当笑话看
而是你们真的让我学到了
怎么去过滤别人所讲的话
^^

最后
抱歉爸爸妈咪
有时我在朋友面前说些我对你们的不满
过后想想其实我真的很幸福有你们这样的父母
希望我们一家人可以保持着
这样很多点的完美(你们的包容心,耐心,爱心......)跟少许的不完美(我对你们的不满)^^

next post will be PENANG TRIP ^^

good night

Monday, June 18, 2012

Week 4



w4
很久没那么疯狂的我
回到这里
就在开学的第三个星期我开始疯狂起来了

疯狂事项:
                  一个星期唱了很多小时的歌
                  去mamak去到三更半夜
                  晚上就只睡了大概两小时多就去上课了
                 
虽然平时上课还蛮郁闷的
因为跟班上的同学都不那么的熟络
就只能很专心的注意lecture在讲课
嘻嘻

放学后我就开始我的疯狂活动
哈哈
年轻嘛
就还有一点点的本钱来疯狂
可是还是要控制自己
因为assignment, mid term陆续排着队在等着迎接我
咳 ><''''

好啦
只是简短的更新

晚安^^

Monday, June 4, 2012

很快的

我的w1就這樣平平淡淡地過去了

感覺蠻好的

很輕松沒有太大的壓力

雖然是重新開始

可能是在這裏呆了3年吧

很多以前覺很壓力的事情現在都不在感覺到壓力了

^^


表妹今天上大學的第一天

希望她可以盡快適應新環境

good luck n all the best


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Monday, May 28, 2012

brand new Monday

I'm singing my blue wuwuwu~~~

(純粹是迎合今天是星期一 )


全新的星期一

全新的心態

全新的我


我開學啦!!!


今天一切都很順利

是個很好的開始

願我能順利挨過這三年

^^


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Friday, May 25, 2012

I'm back

時間真的過的很快

轉眼間5月來到了尾聲

我的假期也快過完了

突然感覺有點不舍

很不想跟家裏的一切說再見


是的

我想說的是我申請入學已經成功了

現在一切都從新的起跑點開始

要加油了

凡事都要記得當初跌倒的原因

不要讓自己再跌第二次

況且也沒有跌第二次的機會


好啦

想跟你們說我一切都過的很好

不要擔心了


晚安


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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

✖never ever forget feb2012✖

End of February 2012

This month really give me a big "SURPRISE"
I think I will never ever forget this year and this MONTH

Why I have such a comment???
In this month......
I have received a terminated letter
I have received so many stress
I have a fight with my mum due to some reason
I have to settle so many things after received that "nuclear boom"
I have think so many about my future but parent duno my mind so they keep asking me how about my future or something how I think in coming days
so I have such such such a big stress haiz...
ya...im know that if compare with my parent they are getting more stress than me and even hard to solve it
but in every stage o every survival environment will have different stress to let us grow in different way
so, my case is i just face my study problem and it's time to find some job to let myself survive

lastly, the good news is actually I have settle my study stuff and left----> "find a part time job"
hahaha....

Friday, February 10, 2012

✖new target✖

today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay on my bed
don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
bcoz I swear I'm not doing anything...

啊!!!!
真的很懒啊!!!!
就来出汁了
这几天就像歌词那样
什么都没做
就只是对着电脑
连饭都懒的吃

那我回来做么叻
就只是弄弄我的房间问题
可是我就是懒懒懒
懒到最后一分钟才做
那就是我啦
因为我是last minute小姐
这坏习惯是要改
可是有点难
放假回来后希望是全新的我
把坏习惯统统改掉

说是容易
但我必须要有毅力
就把它设定为我的目标吧
期限: 假期期间。。。
加油

Thursday, February 9, 2012

✖the day still going on✖

伤心的我不见了
很38的我又回来了
是该高兴还是伤心???
你们看到我这样是怎么想的???
哈哈
对我来说都不重要啦
只要每天能过得开心
其实就已经很满足了

刚开始收到那封信时
却实像是厚厚的一朵乌云漂在我头上
然后就晴天霹雳的在我头上下起了大雨
当下真的突然感觉
像是要世界末日那样
在房间的几天都自甘堕落

过了几天跟父母谈了
问题解决了
我就像是起死回生的感觉
起来的早晨总看到太阳是温暖的
很喜欢那样的感觉

在这期间谢谢你们的安慰和鼓励
我也很感谢我认识了你们
没有在嫌弃我
说真的看到你们每个都那么的优秀
我还真的很自卑
嘻嘻...
放心只有在这里我才能讲出来
在你们面前我不会表露出来的...

希望我能一切顺利地度过难关吧!!!

Thursday, February 2, 2012

✖bye✖

Bye Bye
all my dear coursemate...

hope all of you won't forget me
although Im just an ex-classmate for you all

TT

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

✖give me a direction✖

after receive the letter from fgo
I has already tried hard to face the fact
in reality
it is very hard to face it 
that's why yesterday I was crying for whole day
but in front of my friends I tried very hard to control my tears

even I tried hard to control
lastly still let my roommate saw that scene
she asked me why Im crying but I didn't told her the reason
because I don't know how to tell her the truth

most of the reason I can crying in such a long time 
because I think too much and I will lost many things 
if I really cont' to study and change to another course
I has to go back to the beginning
like last time my foundation time
everything will be feel strange for me

until now I still don't know how should I solve the problem
and will be so miss all my friends that I met in the course
TT

✖i die in this war✖

finally I has to face the fact
like what my mum always told me "you cant escape the fact,
one day you still has to face it"

now in front of me there are two ways for me to choose
but the problem is what should I choose and what is the best way for me
after received so many of advices or ideas
I already lost the position
still think for it

besides from that
the biggest problem is I already let my parent to worry
and feel shame to face them

is going crazy now

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

✖annoy✖

so fast
almost come to the end of Tuesday

I don't know want how to describe my feeling for this few weeks
just feel that really want to bang myself to the wall
hate myself till infinity
haiz~~~

Thursday, January 19, 2012

✖心情的转换✖

很快地
星期四来了

除了星期一去办理我的appeal后
我就再也没有出门了
直到昨晚突然被同学约去吃宵夜
我也没想那么多就跟着去了

坐在mamak档又吃又喝又聊
突然被他们问道做么酱多天没去上学的
我也不懂要讲什么理由
所以就讲“懒惰咯”

事实上我是因为害怕面对我那丑恶的成绩
怕会被老师朋友看不起所以才不去上课的
可是当我不是一个人躲在家的时候
有朋友跟我聊天 开玩笑时
不懂为什么我就会忘掉那些我不想面对的问题
而且今天我终于去上课了

刚才
午餐后回家的途中
aa打了通电话找我
问了我appeal against termination的东西
回到家
感觉很绝望
似乎我成功的几率是很低的
我看这次我真的要出来工作了...

Monday, January 16, 2012

✖1st day of y2s1✖


Monday again~~~

1st day of opening school

After woke up 
I was feel so lazy to do everything and just sat in front of lappy to watch those video in u-tube

Until 2something 
is time to prepare go to school to settle my stuff

When all done 
I was heading to Tesco and walk around

Lastly
hide myself in a small room again

Actually 
always hide myself in a room will made me feel emo
and will always think something about negative

So, 
just now when I went out 
the fresh air from outdoor can made me released some stress and bad emotion 
*actually the quality of the air was not so good but at least better than just breathe with the air in room

Mmmm....
that's all 
almost heading to meet someone 
good night
annyoung

-joen-

Sunday, January 15, 2012

✖G.B.M✖

no mood 
feel so blue
even feel upset to do everything
my motivation gone

feel very disappointed
feel so shame to face all ppl 
especially my parent
nt dare to tell them the truth
juz wanna hide myself in a place
no any energy to make me do everything

bt in this period
i juz noe how to cry only
so keep crying crying n crying
really scare all things will happen without in my expectation

conclusion
im nt brave enuf to face d troublesome prob TT'''

hope everything cn happen without that worse as i expected

-joen-